Mentally creating blog posts these days is difficult. Yes, I'm very busy these days, I can't really blog about my work situation as such, and most of my experiences are shared with Ian at the moment - which is weird because there's his take on things to consider.
I'm sure we experience things differently, but it kind of makes it hard to form a solid opinion on things. Hard to explain, I guess.
I know I've blogged about our relationship a tad, and that it's probably boring for most readers... it's just that he is this enormous part of my life right now, and should the state of my brain be shown graphically, it would probably look something like this:
It's also always been a bit of an itch to me that I've had to censor what I've written on rockit for the audience. I generally know you if you're reading this, and there's a bit of restriction there - there have been times when I've wanted to write something, but have held back for the feelings of a reader. Everyone does this, I'm sure, and it makes me HATE HATE HATE the bloggers who claim to be completely honest and uncensored because, let's face it, if you don't hold back to spare someone's feelings online, then you probably don't do it in real life either, and that makes you a cold-hearted piece of work.
Ian joked that he was going to write something on his secret blog, and I laughed at this - I have toyed with the idea, and I wonder how many surreptitious pages exist out there with the true feelings and true lives of the anonymous author expressed on them. Of course, linking the anon blog with the known blog would remove all mystery (and render the secret blog useless, in turn) but I can't help but wonder.
Are you wondering if I have a secret blog now? HUH? And - did I write about you on it?
Hmmm.
If only I was that crafty.
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