You have been the one

So here's something - everything that I thought was concrete is now gone. Ian and I are no more.

This blog is about me, it is the most vain and fun and self-satisfying thing I have ever done. I don't have the whole 'I heart Mozilla' writing thing to fall back on when I'm going through crises. My life creeps into this page every time I write.
As such I've decided to take a hiatus from exposing my life on this blog. Because I don't really want to air the stuff between Ian and I, you don't want to read Dashboard lyrics every time you come here, and I don't really want to let my bleeding heart rest open to scrutiny.

There's so much running through my mind and I want to get it all out of me, and I'm scared I'm going to reveal more than I mean to. I love you reader, for the fact that you are my reader, but I know there are aspects to your lives and your loves that you will never release on a blog.

Wa and Ca, don't lose faith in what you're doing because of me, of us. I am so proud of you both for taking enormous steps in your relationship. Stay strong.

So it may last a week, or longer, but right now I need to lick my wounds and heal in a corner somewhere.